Like our rehearsal dinner, it was an opportunity to publicly celebrate and share with family, friends and everyone our commitment life and each other.  I vividly remember sitting in the living room after coming back from LA with Jav and Mo.  Jason was sitting on the couch with a list of short hand notes (pros/con that only he understands ;-)  And he said, from his business churning mind..."So, you wanna so this music thing?  You definitely got a product!"  We made a very firm agreement try it as long as we do only what fits and works for our family.  So far so good.

I am so fullfiiled -- TIRED THOUGH -- but really fulfilled.  I love writing, collaborating and the process of recording.  I love performing with talented and creative musicians...and when it is received with open arms by supporters it takes it all to another level.  It's been dream meeting and sharing the stage with likes of Wynton Marsalis, Air Supply and Terence Blanchard.  My song "Now that I Have You is some what of a metaphor of my relationship w/ music and Jason. His talent of vision has allowed us to make a way in all this -- together.  He see the really, really big picture with variables, which is so valuable.

We walked out on this music limb a few years ago just like we did down the aisle -- two people willing to take the journey together.  Anyone who truly knows us well, knows how very different our personalities, communication skills, and temperments are.  Our success as partners comes with our ability in recognize each others' strengths and in totally pinch hitting for in areas of need - no matter what the circumstance.  The CD release was thrilling!  Thanks you to everyone!!!!

It's been a busy few months!  Lots to write and share...

Let's start here...the trailer to "She's Got It" by Jeff Benson of Fear No Man 
Productions.  The title track was written by myself and David Davis.  (You can 
hear it playing in the background!)

"She's Got It" was the winner at the 2008 TOMI Film festival :-)

LT

Life is pure adventure, and the sooner we realize that, the quicker we will be able to treat life as art: to bring all our energies to each encounter...to remember that we are created creative and can invent new scenarios as frequently as they are needed.

I had an audition last week for HAIR at the Warner Theater.   Mr. Smith (Jim Smith - see journal entry 2/24/06) is co-director of the production so I jumped at the opportunity to work with and learn from him again.  The call came early Friday morning -- I GOT THE ROLE OF SHEILA!!!  I was all teeth and jello inside.

Jason and I talked about it and were willing to hold off adding more shows and private gigs.   And then it all sunk in...this musical was a BIG commitment.    As we looked at the calendar and rehearsal schedule we realized that I wouldn't have a free moment to write and record for almost 3 months  -- and that is a priority right now.  I just couldn't put the time and heart into the role with all we are working on.

Reluctantly, I called Mr. Smith and he was very understanding.  I knew I was trying to do what was best for myself as well as those involved in the musical, but it didn't feel so good.  I still feel like I'm missing out on a great opportunity with this musical to grow and experience more of the art of drama -- be in a musical with all the songs and choreography -- and to learn from others, especially Mr. Smith.

We really started the New Year of with a bang last Thursday at The Red Rock Tavern.  (We perform the first Thursday of every month.)  The band (Dave Smith-bass, Jason Arnold-drums and Keith Cooper-keys) was really on and full of energy.  The first night we played there was early last spring -- I believe it was in April.  There were about 15 people (friends) who came out and we were thrilled!!! 

Last Thursday...PACKED again -- with such a great group of people!  GROWN FOLKS who come out to eat, sing-a-long, dance and just enjoy themselves for a few hours.  One of our supporter calls it her "CHEERS" because it seems like the crowd grows each time by friends telling friends, right Debbie?  (I think you know all of CT, girl!)

Not to mention, it's a show were some of Hartford's finest musician tend to pass through when they are not gigging themselves.  The crowd welcomes them with open arms too!  We were graced by singers Mitch Wallace and Charmagne Tripp -- thanks for coming through. 

And to Donny and the staff at Red Rock -- you are professional and fun...AND you treat the band so good!!!  We enjoy working with you and look forward to FIRST THURSDAYS. 

ps. By the way, Charmagne has entered a contest to sing with Justin Timberlake at the GRAMMYS!!!  AND SHE'S IN THE RUNNING... you can vote for her at  http://music.yahoo.com/mygrammymomen  Good Luck, girl!t

Another "session" with Davy D (David Davis).  I'm happy with how "She's Got It" is coming along.  It's such a humbling process though...

I was talking with my bass player, Dave Smith about the session today and we both had similar ideas and experiences.  When we perform covers, our talent/challenge come with putting a bit of ourselves into the song as well as trying to keep the greatness of the orginal in tact.    On a different spectrum, writing and recording orginals doesn't sound so good at times and it can make for some real HUMBLING moments that you have to work through.

Today I had a few Peter Brady moments!  As the song developed,  David and I LAUGHED (I was dyin'!) those awkard moments off and moved on.  The melodies didn't always just flow and we did stumbled over lyrics from time to time.  In the end, we were able to lay down the chorus and the second verse.  We made good progress in just a few hours.

FOXWOODS...Awesome!  The band was alive and my voice was ripe!  People danced and many stayed for the entire night which was really nice.  The favorite song of the night was "At Last", people seemed to really love it.  The only dissappointment was that my name STILL wasn't spelled right -- TANYA!  I just took every opportunity I could to say my name correctly and share the website. It is what it is.

Thank you to my family, friends and fantastic supporters who came out too.  You give us so much energy and we appreciate it.  Well, off to do it again...sound check's at 8pm!

Off to peform in Hot Chocolate Soul at the Bushnell tonight.  It's a showcase of singers, poets and comics...really talented people and a networking opportunity.  I will be performing "Love" by Keyshia Coles -- just one song, which is nice ya know --I'm pretty excited!  Jav and Mosey are coming too (they'll be here in bit so I better hurry up here!) 

Tomorrow night I'll be at the Russell with Keith Cooper and Brian Kelly with a completely different set and I can't wait!  It's nice to change it up.  They are really good players and good guys too -- so it should be a lot of fun. 

Bushnell here I come...again!

A gig free weekend...

I haven't had one of those in a hot minute :-)   It was nice to just hang out with family and friends.  I was in bed -- asleep by 9:30 on Friday and Saturday (and I'm on my way upstairs right now!) I'm going to listen to some of Jamel's and Dave's tracks and try to work some magic before I fall asleep...

ps.A big Happy Birthday to my sister, Latareece... I love you girl!  And Happy Anniversary to Mom and Pop -- none betta!  To thirty seven more years of love

I really SHOULD be sleeping  right now, but I can't.  My mind is playing over this weekend from the television interview on Channel 3 (I'll write about later) to The Russell show Saturday evening to the 3 performance of FAME.  Today I had the last performance of FAME with the Hartford Children's Theatre.  The cast was full of energy and so was the audience.  I enjoyed every bit of the experience and have met some incredibly talented people with a lot of heart.  

I played the role of Miss Sherman, the no nonsense the homeroom and English teacher who believes that the two things that make life worth living is to love and to work...HARD WORK!  She is unmarried and has no children of her own -- the students at the Perfoming Arts School ARE her family tree.  I am able to relate to her on so many levels, from me actually being a teacher (that's right people!) to sharing her philosophy on love and hard work. I can't say it enough...I feel I was so meant to play that role!

I got pretty tight with the cast fast - maybe it was because of the crunch situation or maybe because they are such a cool group of people .  I came just a few days before the show opened.  We had to work quick and hard at developing our personal/professional dynamics as well as developing our character relationships.  Needless to say these teenagers (and you too - my 20 and older peepss!) scooped out pieces of my heart like ice cream cones by the end of the process!!! I love you, love you, love you.  Thank you Hartford Children's Theater group.   Dream Big and Make It Happen :-)

 And to my many friends, family and fantastic supporters that came out...Thank you and I love you, love you, love you too !

Red Rock Tavern (formerly Kenneys) was off the CHAIN!!!!  The place was packed and there was even a reserved table (thanks to the MA crew) which was a first there!  Debbie came out with friends to celebrate her birthday (Happy Birthday, girl!)  And my Ortiz/Dinnie family came out with RALPHIE on a week night (lol).  (xoxo to Mary and Shauna too) I was so excited to have such a crowd but, also full of nerves because my voice was very hoarse.  WELL, I got a miracle...and an incredibly special night that I am so thankful for...

Hartford's, New Haven's and Massachusettes finest musicans came out...UNEXPECTEDLY...and shared the mic!  It was an all out Showcase and jam session all wrapped up in one.  Artist's did their solo thing and then would jump on backgrounds if they knew another artists' cover song.  It was soooooooooo  much fun.  I was so impressed with my band mates Keith Cooper (keys), Dave Smith (bass) and Jimmy Arnold (drums).  Their musical depth was proven to be deeeeeeeeeeeep and dead on HOT!. 

It went a little something like this...

Mitchell Wallace was the first on the scene and not even ten minutes later, Leon Spradley from PrimeTime Players walked in.  I was all teeth :-)  They both came up to sing a song each and the crowd just went wild!  Then, towards the end of the first set I looked up and -- SURPRISE --my friends Javier (Capitol Records) and Mosey were standing in the back with friends.  I couldn't believe it ;-)  He set the second set off with I Wish and quieted the room Song for Your Tears..(wow).  Just when I thought it couldn't get any better, my friends Charmagne (Eight to the Bar) , Steve Porter (bass)came on in with  Timmy Maia.  She sat right in for Good Times with me full of energy as usual and then tore up Sweet Thing! Then it was Timmy's turn to sing Too Close, (one of my favorites to sing when I was in Stimulation), and Mitch and I brough up the background ;-) The dance floor was as packed as it could possibly be. We closed out the night with Marquise filling in on drums and left the crowd wanting more...

Thank you Mitch, Leon, Jav, Charmagne, Timmy and Marquis for sharing your incredible talent with my friends, family and FANTASTIC fanbase supporters.  I've received several emails about the night...and they thank you too!

Huke Lau tonight with PrimeTime, In Time and comedian, Freddie Ricks...OMG I am soooooo excited!

I can't believe tomorrow is Thursday already...I'm still recovering from my gigs last weekend.  The Russell...the Russell...the Russell -- it's great to to have a nice place to play.  The demographic of people, the location and atmosphere...there's a lot to like about it.  But what makes the Russell so special and exciting to me is my friends, family and supportive fanbase that come out week after week.   Bristol and East Hartford teachers were out in full force (thank you!).  Some of my friends have already reserved their tables for the October 14th show (C.C. :-)  I can't put it into words -- the appreciation I feel.  And to top the night off, Freddie and the crew saved me carrot cake and Hugh Russell sent me home with wings!

RUSSELL HIGHLIGHTS:  Cathy's Mustang Sally, Carbone's Entrance, Honorata's Crew, Freddie watching TV (yup), Eddie -Cano-Alie-Jocelyn thanks for coming out (1st timers), the crazy picture with Rocio, CURTIS right up front!, Judy and Tony jammin' in the balcony, one of my best friend from college, Melaine (Dr. McLean ) came to visit -- Pharoah Scott bringing down the house with Prince's "I Wanna Be Your Lover" and  Jackie Morris and Dave Smith coming out to sit in just for fun.  (I better quit, this is starting to sound like a yearbook page!)

Red Rock Tavern's tomorrow!!!  I'm so excited because I received a MySpace from another local artist, Mitchell Wallace, saying he's coming through...can't wait to hear him sing!

off to sweet dreams

On Friday I had the opportunity to gig with a fantastically fun band, Shaded Soul.  I had so much fun!  We sang everything from "Ain't No Stopping Us Now" to "Sweet Home Alabama"...and ended the night with my favorite, "Mustang Sally"!  Vincent and Kelly were so full of energy and not only helped me with my "moves" but taught me the chorus to Sweet Home Alabama in seconds  Please check them out...you've got to see my girl, Renee -- she can sing and DANCE like you wouldn't believe!!!  Thanks again, Shaded Soul!

Tomorrow...the Russell -- another INCREDIBLE night with friends and new supporters :-)  (thank you all too!)

Jav's (Javier)show at The Space was really fantastic.  There was a nice crowd with lots of familiar faces who are supporters of local musician (Ortiz's, Ms. Dinnie, Freddie and Rocio and crew, Artie man and Ms. Marie just to name a few).  He performed with Matt Cusson on key and vocals (who will be working with Brian McKnight).  Their vocals were outstanding and their banter was very funny.  Jason and I enjoyed every bit! 

What else...

Dimension 6...I just smiled when I typed the name.  Last night we rehearsed set 1 for the casino gigs coming up.  Rehearsal started at 8pm and the guys were there and set up to hit before 7:45pm -- READY!!!  And they were really tight!  When we went over Bet You By Golly Wow (mom  ), it was like magic.  I just closed my eyes and took it all in, ya know...MAGIC!!!

Take some time to check out the musicians page.  It's still under construction...

It's been a few days...

I was SUPPOSED to write TOMORROW, but tomorrow came and went and the only thing I did on the computer was check my email and respond.  I played the Russell and Geraldine's this past weekend and both shows were really fun!

We had a nice turn out of family (Kim, Wayne, Grayson) and friends (Freddie Foxwoods and NY Rocio) for the Russell.  Nothing better than friends bringing friends (Michelle ;-).  Lance, Jason and Steve "new friend to the band" Wallace really held it down.  One of my favorite reasons to play the Russell is the ability to "pull" people right off the street with a song or a wave or...literally -- walking outside and taking a person by the hand right into the restaurant.  The crown loved it and would give folks a big round of applause when they would enter...toooooo funny!  A big "mwahhhh" to drummer Patty A. Miller, singer -  Pharoah Scott, and my "auntie" Grayson for sitting in and sharing their talents.  THANK YOU!  And a big thanks to Hugh for sending me home with some wings :-)  DELICIOUS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Sunday night at Geraldines was fun too!  The crowd was really so great -- even though they didn't dance like I expected, they sat and sang and really enjoyed themselves.  I was familiar with a lot of the faces; many of them were at the last Geraldine's gig.  My Reggae girls were there along with Ashley's crew!!!  My drummer, Jason Arnold, seemed to have a familiy reunion going on-- he had a lot of family there:-).  Keith, Dave, Jason and Jackie were really ON!  It felt so good I smiled all the way home.

I'm glad to have the weekend off, though...Javier is playing at the Space in Hamden -- might have to make it date!

I spent much of this week in developing the set lists and in rehearsals for The Russell and Geraldines.  I'm playing with two different sets of musicians for each gig.  ... Jason Arnold (drums), Lance James (keys) and Steve Wallace (bass) for "Saturday Night Live" at the Russell, and Jason Arnold (drums), Keith Cooper (keys), Dave Smith (bass) and Jackie Morris (background vocals) for Geraldines.  The only common denominator is smiley Jason (drums).

Truly, I can't complain because it's great to have a pool of people to work with and that can cover for each other so that gigs can "happen".  The difficult part is the amount of time that has to be put into the "product" so that the show doesn't look and sound like a garage band jam session.  Everyone's been working hard..THANK YOU!

I'm excited to see my friends and family that have called and/or emailed about coming out this weekend!!!!  (Auntie Kim, Wayne & Grayson, Kevin and MICHELLE...I can't wait to see you all!!!)  There is nothing like having friends and family come out -- your support is priceless.

Well bedtime...tomorrow I'll share my "New Learning":  REALLY know your audience -- A Nursing Home performance I will NEVER forget!!!

The last weekend of summer...GONE!

I performed at a wedding -- I love weddings!  The sun came out for Danielle and Richard's wedding Sunday afternoon.  Her bridesmaids dresses were a beautiful sage -- unlike my crazy teal "Beauty and the Beast" gowns!  (What was I thinking   ??!!)  Congratulations to you both!!!

On Labor Day, I had an evening show for incoming freshman at Western Connecticut State University, my alma mater!  It was a blast!  I got to share the mic with some very talented and comical students.  Thanks to DJ breakin' down the Mustang Sally, Lauren rapping on Vogue, and Kamica tearing up Last Dance .  Lastly, to Sabrina...who's got a birthday coming up...first one away from home -- Make it a great day, Darlin'!!!  Don't forget, "Twister" ice cream shop is right across the street, kiddo!  Hugs and kisses to you.

One of the biggest rewards of being a singer (next to the rush of performing) has been the enthusiastic and supportive emails if receive. On a daily basis I check my guestbook and emails. Some come from friends and family members, while the majority come from individuals that just happened to be out where I was giving a show.

Here is a snippit of one I received today from a beautiful woman -- inside and out. (I hope you don't mind me sharing, girl!)

A.K. wrote:

"Without fail I get to watch folks become endeared to you through, not only your singing, but your personality. Being successful is so much more than just singing well, I’m sure you know that. Yes, diversity and competency in choosing and performing your repertoire is important but without a dynamic personality that exudes sincerity and genuineness you have nothing… You’ve got it all though!   So glad to be a part of your fan/friend base. You know you’re my homegirl too."

I was so touched. If those of you who know me could believe it... I was speechless too.   I'm blessed to be doing what I love and thankful to have people like A.K. as part of my fan/friend base!

This has been my busiest work week yet!  I performed at the Russell last Thursday, Romas on Friday, sang back-up for Barbara Fowler for Family Day Saturday afternoon and had a wedding with Dimension 6 Saturday evening in MA.  I felt like I was in a marathon.

I was so health conscious last week...getting rest, drinking lots of fluids, pumping up with Airborn .  I was sooooo happy my voice held out but my body is still tired! 

Off to bed...I'll write more later!

So...Vibz...

As I wrote prior...I was STRESSED inside and out prior to the show because I wasn't feeling well.  (Right Jackie  ...THANKS, GIRL) Adrenaline DID kick in but only for about half of the first set and by the last two songs I had NOTHING in my upper register.  I did a lot of smiling and tried to vocally color each song a bit differently as to not lead on to the fact that my musical engine was running out of gas.  During the break the band and I rearranged the list and I sang a mostly male songs. 

I didn't get the sense from the crowd that they could tell anything was different because they were so into the songs and singing along.  Which brought me back to thinking about the orginals I am working on and the concept of good song writing from ballads to dance tunes.  I want people the be into my songs too.  I want to create music that has lyrics that people can relate to with chords and rhythms that speak to the body (heart  and hips ).  I know I'm on my way working with Matt Zigs and collaborating with other creative producers including Dave Davis and Jamel Gibson.  I am learning so much and loving this side of "the music".  Let's see where this takes us!!!

I'm leaving for Vibz in about an hour to play with Dimension 6 for the first time and I feel awful.  My throat is sore and I'm really, really  tired.  I've been ODing on tea with honey and throat lozenges all day.  It stresses me to have to perform when I'm less than 100%.  (I don't even feel 50%.)  I'm just gonna pray that adrenaline kicks in and I can hang tight tonight. 

Geraldine's was great!  The club has a heatlhy built in crowd of "grown folks" that come ready to dance.

The stage has a lights which looked great and added to the show, but were very hot.  Most of the shows we do not have any.  Needless to say I was drenched by the fourth song...powder was of no use  !!!  But it was all good.

My Aunt Kim, Uncle Wayne and his wife Grayson came all the way from Danbury to the show.  I was all teeth when they walked in!  They held down the dance floor, poppin' and lockin  and even bustin out a SOUL TRAIN line.  They brought so much energy...I LOVE YOU AND THANK YOU.

ps. Kim...nice sandals .

I worked for a while with Matt Zigs on an orginal piece yesterday :-) Being failry new to all of this, I find it hard to describe the positive experience except to say it's (in an odd kind of way) full of a range of emotions.  My pendulum went back and forth from feeling confused to competent, eager to embarrassed,  and  from "blanks to blossoms".  The creative process with Matt was introspective and full of new learnings. 

As I was leaving, another musician was entering, Alex P. Taylor.  I introduced myself (Latanya like lasagna) and we briefly chatted -- then I left.  He seemed like a nice guy.  The same evening Jason and I went to get a bite at the Corner Pug and I saw...yes...Mr. Alex P. Taylor again!  What a small world...or maybe God was giving me a sign.  We exchanged cards and he had a neat looking card with a stop sign and red traffic light, I think it maybe the name of his album or a track -- CLEVER.  He told us he is working on a 12 song project with Matt and like me, is really enjoying the experience. 

Still more to write about...THE STAGE AGAIN...maybe, baby!  But right now we are getting ready to take off to Mystic for the weekend and I could care less about the predictions of thunderstorms :-) 

It feels good to have NOTHING planned for the next couple of days...no rehearsals or shows till Sunday -- GERALDINE'S!!!

The Anniversary show (and FOOD) at the Russell last Saturday was fantastic.  Hugh Russell had a delicious  buffet including a spread of cheeses, roasted veggies, fruits, beef patties and jerk wings...OMG!  Entertainment consisted of poetry, jazz and R&B.  The poets, Summer and Nu-Nu linguistically painted images and scenarios with style and a bit of humor.  What a talent...  Lummi Span, Alvin Carter, Doug Long and Keith Cooper were the house band for the night and did a real nice job.  It was my first time working with Doug Long (bass) and I swear he has the fastest hands I've ever seen without missing a beat!  My Aunt Leslie and Harold surprised me by coming out .  They had dinner at Black Eyed Sally's and BOUGHT ME A RIB DINNER for after the show !!!  Thank you and I love you.  I also want to thank my best-est (and only) sister in the world T-Bone for coming out and bringing our friend Erika.  You guys are the best!!!  The only thing missing that night was CHARMAGNE....  She's been busy with Eight to the Bar...Do your thang, Girl! 

Sunday's show at Lake Compounce was brief yet fun!  Brief isn't necessarily a bad thing when you are at an amusement park!!!  To Linda D.  you are a pleasure to work with -- Jason and I think you are the bomb!!! AND A BIG Thank you to all of my friends and family that came out...T-Bone, E, the Santiagos, Roberts, Lipscombs and OTEREOS!!!! Didn't we have FUN!!!!???!!!

I should be sleeping right now but it's HOT!  The power just came back on and the AC hasn't quite cooled the house down yet. Not to mention my brain is real busy... It keeps going over and over lyrics to some of the songs I have yet to memorize for the show in PA.  Although I think it's some sort of subconscious learning strategy (which often works), it doesn't make for a restful sleep.

On a lighter note...no pun intended...I had one of my favorite shows yet this past Saturday.  I set aside the acoustic set and performed an uptempo/semi-dance set with a fabulous three piece at the Russell.  Hat's off to my bass player, Dave Smith who has been on a mission since the Webster Theater show last November -- -- to surround Jason and I with some of the best musicians in the area.

Dave was full of style AS HE ALWAYS IS -- dressin' better than me :-) and really put the "stank" on the bass!!!  On the keys was Lance James who creatively made each and every song his own.  With a smile on his face and his neck workin' the rhythm, he made new songs by adding harmonies and melodies as well as changing tempos. Last but certainly not least -- Jimmy Arnold on drums.  He came highly recommended by my bandmates Dave, Keith and Jason..and I saw why.  He dazzled EVERYONE flipping and twirling sticks, playing the walls and window sills without missing a beat!  What a show!  Thank you, guys...I learned so much and enjoyed every bit!!!

It's still dark out and sleep is starting to call me...hopefully it's cooler upstairs.

Last entry...June 23rd!!??!!  Ugh!  Just call me a WORKIN' musician.  Everytime get on the computer, I check AND RESPOND to all of my email accounts, check and respond to my MySpace messages, and update the gigs.  By the time I get to the JOURNAL I'm ready for bed or have to get going elsewhere.

Music has gone past the feelin of  part-time it is what I am doing these days  . My days are pretty full. I've been learning lots of new music, rehearsing and performing all 3 "products" -- the "LIVE" Band, Acoustic Set and National Anthem...in addition to working with the band I'm going to PA with, Dimension 6. 

Talked to Matt (one of the producers Jason and I will be working with)...he's also been pretty busy on other projects.  We're supposed to start working next week.  I'm very excited.  I love working in the studio...headphones and all!  Off to very sweet dreams. 

ps.  Hugs and Kisses to my poor Mom who broke her arm this morning  .  Super speedy recovery...I love you!!!

My friends showered me with so much love yesterday.  It started with a call from Jackie!   (Most of you know Jackie assists on vocals)..."Just wishing you a good gig!"  Jackie knew I was going through some vocal "stuff" and was full of encouraging words (as she ALWAYS is).  Good lookin' out, girl!

Then...a visit from Mosey!  Right before the Russell show, Maureen (Mosey) stopped by the house with a belated b-day present.  It was a beautiful necklace that I WILL BE WEARING next week at the next Russell show.  We talked and laughed for a bit-- your timing is perfect, Mosey!  (...and the card...thank you)

The Russell...My friends came out in full force!!!  You made my night!   CC the earrings you bought me were perfect with the outfit! Annie, T, Biss, Peggy ...you are all tooooooo funny and fun!!!  ...and to the CHMS/Boogie Down Bristol TEACHERS-- you got it going on!!!!  Thank you for singing, dancing, laughing and smiling...and hanging afterwards.   I was overwhelmed by your energy and support.

To be rich in friends... is to be poor in nothing"
-Lilian Whiting

I had such a good rehearsal with Dave and Keith tonight.  ...Better yet, all of rehearsals are getting better and better.  The "players"...(as do I)...come READY TO PLAY!!!  (Thank you ) .  I've been working weekly with my A-Team guys (and gal) and another group of talented musicians that I will be going to PA with in the middle of August -- Dimension 6. 

In addition to playing REAL GOOD music, I'm learning a lot of music theory from them each time we rehearse.  It ...THEY are all really helpful!  (I'm actually thinking of taking a few music classes...)  Anyways, I still have more music to learn, but it's managable as long as I stay consistent with my practicing and surround myself with solid musicians (part of the "grind" too!).

Our calendar is filling up, which is exciting and encouraging for a "new jack" like me.  I do have to get better at making sure to leave time to write and work on originals.  (HELLO...I do want to get my CD project finished...I barely did any work on it the past few days.)  I'll have a few hours tomorrow morning though... 

Today's my birthday (and Amy's too!)...hey, ho! 

I'm really thrilled to be a working musician now!  I couldn't say this a year ago.  As excited as this all is, the "grind" can be so overwhelming and even discouraging at times.  We work hard trying to stay on top of the different facets.  Writing music, choosing and learning new covers, finding and rehearsing with musicians, calling and "selling our product" to clubs and venues, calling/meeting with studios and producers, marketing around town and managing the website...sometimes it all makes by head spin a bit.  REALITY CHECK...it's my life and I am the in the driver's seat of this journey, for sure!!!  (I just need to adjust the speed limit sometimes!)

Reflecting...it's been quite an exciting year full of "the new".  Musically, I'm trying different things and taking more (calculated) risks business-wise.  I'm still developing my style...a mix of R&B, Pop and Jazz.  I'm also in the midst of learning several blues and jazz standards in addition to some contemporary jazz tunes.  We are looking to book in new venues and private events.  I like the newness of it all and the learning that comes with it.

"A birthday is just the first day of another 365-day journey around the sun.  Enjoy the trip."  ~Author Unknown

Kenney's was OFF THE CHAIN last night!  I was so excited to have my sister, Latareece (aka Taree, or T-Bone) come out.  It's the first gig she's been able to attend because she works the "nightshift".  She brought me extra energy...(and some potato skins too at the break!)   Thanks T-Bone!!!!  mwah!!

...and then in gets even better... At the start of the second set, Charmagne came through after her gig at the Russell.  About five minutes after that my friend Dave Davis...(INCREDIBLE SAX PLAYER just back from overseas) showed up too!!!  I was so excited and amped.  They both sat in for most of the second set and it became an all-out, high-energy jam session!   We did a little Mustang Taree (for my sister), some Stevie Wonder and Luther...and CARELESS WHISPER like it's never been done before!!!  Thanks Char and Davy D....and to Dave Smith (bass) and Keith Cooper (keys), you guys really held it down -- very nicely

The Russell, The Russell, The Russell!!!  Filled in Charmagne, who had a gig with her other band, Eight to the Bar  --  (thanks, girl) -- Great gig...

Before I share, I need to send the biggest shout out to my boy, Freddie for saving me some of his BANGIN' carrot cake during the break -- OMG-- and Jacque and Sonia for sending me home with a pile of incredible jerk wings...now THAT'S SUPPORT!!!  Thanks

Feels so good to play a packed room of real nice folks.  (I get to talk and mingle with them before and during breaks.-- Hey Nicole, Michelle and Marissa, Darryll, Ian, and Veronica...nice meeting you!)  The people that come down to the Russell really come to hear live music and even sing along.  I added some DeBarge to the set list -- I Like It -- and they seemed to like it too!   The crowd sang the background verse... "I like it, I like it , I really really like it" ...over and over again and I just felt like I was in a concert!!!  I love those moments.

My asthma has been really bothering me -- I'm on a steriod and antibiotic and relief seems to be in sight.  Relief surely came last night when Javier, Mosey, Joan, Cheryl, Sonia, Jacque, Maude, Fred and  "Virginia" came in.  They reserved that LONG table right in front!  ...and when Javier ever said he brought his guitar and that he'd sit in for a few, I saw the light and the Answer was YES!!!  (song title on Jav's album ) 

Thanks Dave and Keith -- as always, it was fun, guys!!!

After the gig on Friday, Jackie and I went to see Eight to the Bar at Romas for their last set. When we drove up I could hear a Jackson 5 tune blastin' with Charmagne's vocals...sounding like little Michael :-) They were performing mainly Motown -- which I love! The band is fantastic and I can't wait to see the "Swing" thing!!!

Saturday evening Jason and I went to Mohegan with Javier and Mosey. Jav performed the National Anthem at the Sun's game. We stayed for the first half and then went to see Jose Feliciano in the Wolf Den. The line to see Jose was fierce, but the casino reserved a table for Javier...and we were his GUESTS... I won't even lie -- it's was pretty cool just "walkin" in... Jose performed mainly covers and a few originals while playing his guitar (and percussion instruments) flawlessly. ...If there could be more moments like that!!!

Jason and I are so blessed to have such supportive parents...we couldn't have pulled off this busy week/weekend without them!!! Love yous...

Friday nights show at the Comet Lounge was definitely one to remember.  The band was HOT!!!  They are all so talented and work so hard individually to make a great show; so to Dave Smith (bass), Jason Arnold (drums), Keith Cooper (keyboards), Jackie Morris (background) and Kelsey Baker (background) -- Jason and I thank you...WOW Y'all!!! 

The audience was full of our die/hard supporters (Joan, Rosa, Cheryl and the "guys", Ashley and 'dem, Ralfie Boo Boo and crew, Carla and family... Sabrina, Carl... I APPRECIATE YOUR SUPPORT).  What took the night to a new high was having so many of my friends come out to see the show for the first-time (Melissa, Gigi, Karen, Felicia and the Guys )!!!  Darryl and Marie Dennis came all the way from Danbury   (check out your picture in the photo gallery!)  Friends from the University - Dick, Terry, Gary and Marcia-  And I cannot forget to thank Mom and Jim for getting the dance party started!!!

To Jason Bartlett , owner of the Comet Lounge/Dishes Restaurant- thank you for having us, you got a pretty cool vibe going on there!  To Toni Williams - your hospitality was so kind and very much appreciated - you're good people!!! (ps. the wings were bangin'!)

Off to bed...still more to write but I'm BEAT!  ...TOMORROW...a bit on Eight to the Bar and a fun night with Javier at Mohegan...

I auditioned for a production of the WIZ tonight and enjoyed every bit of the process. It's as it people came with this "bring it" mentality to "own the stage" and some of them really BROUGHT IT!!!  I learned a lot watching them. 

I met a young man (whose name escapes me now). He is just 16 turning 17 and posessed the vocals, confidence and competence, ya know? I just watched him and thought with an affect and presence like that, the sky is the limit for him.   I also met several other fun people who "brought it" too...Joz, Terri, Famecia, Duncan and Robert to name a few;-) ...can't forget "Ralfie boo boo" as he is called by his friends (a HOT SKETCH)...THANKS FOR THE RIDE...WHAT A DRIVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  

Get out the marching band and put the violins away...

It's been almost a week since I've written.  I've received some kind emails and phone calls in regards to my last journal about losing my lyrics.  Thank you for your kindness:-) 

I'm using the laptop in bed and I was getting ready to write a bit about my thoughts for tomorrow's Special Olympic event for which I will be performing the National Anthem.  I just reached into my night stand for a pen and FOUND MY LYRICS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  I declare I don't remember putting them there -- that's got me feeling pretty good right now!

ps.  I'm so excited to sing tomorrow morning.  The Special Olympics is such and incredible event and it's an honor to be participating.  I hope my voice is ready tomorrow because allergies and asthma have had me a bit under the weather...

pss.  I FOUND MY LYRICS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 

Nothing like rainy days...I wrote two songs and a number of hooks between yesterday and today.  I go through these moments when ideas on lyrics, melodies and rhythms are swarming me.  I just write and write and hum into my little recorder...because sometimes they go as fast as they come.

Kenneys was a blast!  To my musicians - Dave Smith on bass and Keith Cooper on keys...you were fantastic.  I appreciate you, your time and your energy.  I want to thank everyone coming out and showing some love (Art and Bill ).  By far one of the most fun gigs yet.  The set list worked so well and the crowd was into it.  Nice place you got there, Donny!

Joyce (you bring me joy) and her sisters, Cookie and Ashley (Happy Birthday) came out again with a girlfriend, Cyndi...They were "Sheer Energy!!!"  You all forgot to leave me a rib...uh huh!

I also got to share the mic with young, Paige!  She sang RESPECT and owned it!!!  (I'm so proud...and so is your mom!)  It's clear that Nicole (Paige's Mom) has an ear for the #1 R&B hits because she seemed to know the words to most of the songs too!  I'm so happy you made it out.

We...Lynn...took lots of great pictures (Thanks, sweetie).  Jason will have them up ASAP!  Anita...girl...I have to put up both pictures of you and Gary...He was POSIN', too funny!  And ERIN!!! with Dan the construction works who knows the words to Gotta Be...that was a highlight of the night for sure.

Much love to the "guys"...I love yous.  Gotta end with giving Chuck kudos for his "RIDE SALLY RIDE!!!"  Thank you for being your crazy self...you had everyone in stitches   Good Night Everybody!!!

Daylight savings is here already.  I love waking up to the sun and having longer days.  I can't believe it's April (waking up to snow   on the car was not so pleasant!)...March was a blur.

I spent most of last month learning new covers.  I finally have enough music vary my sets for different venues.  When I started last fall, I was so overwhelmed by having to learn so much music.  I'm finally to the point where I will be able to add my originals to the set...soon

All who have accomplished great things have had a great aim, have fixed their gaze on a goal which was high, one which sometimes seemed impossible.

-Orison Swett Marden

A funny story...

One of the most enjoyable moments of the Russell gig was sharing the mic with audience. As I was working on the photos in the PHOTO GALLERY, I came across one of a woman who looked -- so much -- like Tamyra Gray from American Idol's first season. From the mic, I asked if she was related to her. She laughed and told me her name was Liz Gray, but she wasn't related. She happened to be in such close proximity that I could reach her with the mic. I can't remember which song...it was either "RESPECT" or "Lady Marmalade"...well...when I handed her the mic -- Mz Liz did "THE THANG"...the proof is in the PICTURE :-)

Turns out Liz Gray is HOT 93.7's "Liz the traffic chick", from the Hot Morning Crew -- which we found out from Javier. She was such a good sport about participating and all. My friend, Maureen happened to be listening to the Morning Show on the radio the next day. Liz was talking to Nancy Barrow and DJ Buck about her musical "DEBUT" at the Russell with...LASHONDA FARRELL!!! We had a great laugh -- OUT LOUD!

...I always wondered what life would be like if my name was Wendy or Lisa or Jackie. (I wouldn't change it for the world, Mom and Dad!) For that reason...when I introduce myself, I usually say, "My name is Latanya, like Lasagna..." which I FAILED to do that night. This journey has been full of laugh out loud, memorable moments, like this one. Mz. Liz, thank you for your willingness to participate and bring energy to the set! I'm happy to have been part of your musical DEBUT :-)

My girlfriend, Rose, colored my hair today, just to do something new (and get rid of a gray hair or two...okay maybe THREE). I think I'll get a new top tomorrow and have Mosey check it out (lol)...she has a way of putting outfits together. Her friends at work call her a "Put Together Sally"...I enjoy being the canvas!!!

I'm getting butterflies as Thursday approaches. Rehearsal went really well with Keith Cooper, who will be playing keys and Steve Porter, who will be on bass. The whole coffee-house/intimate vibe is a new show for me but, so RIGHT for The Russell. The place already has a built-in crowd and we have about 40 confirmed family, friends and fans coming out. It should be a great time! Gotta check the MySpace -- CONSTANT NETWORKING -- then off to bed!

• Open mic at Black-Eyed Sallys is where I met Keith Cooper .
• Keith asked me to join his band Stimulation, which had a gig at a VIBZ.
• VIBZ is where I met Lance James and Tony Harrington who featured me with their bands.
• The night I was rehearsing with Tony Harrington, Stephanie Monroe, who went to high school with Tony (and is also one of my girlfriend's sisters) called to tell me about the auditions for Songs in the Key of Life at the BUSHNELL.
• I met Charmagne at the BUSHNELL auditions and we were both cast in the play.
• Charmagne called me to fill in for her at the Russell this up and coming Thursday while she's on vacation.

I'll sum up with a quote from Mark Houlahan on Opportunity:
"If you want your life to be a magnificent story, then begin by realizing that you are the author and everyday you have the opportunity to write a new page."